Hello there friend,
First off I just want to say thank you for being open with us here, we predicate it and don’t take it for granted. I believe when we share what we feel, or what we have been through, it can help others feel less alone. Once again, thank you.
I am so glad that you found Heart Support and I am so proud of you for posting, it is a big step to take.
I’m sorry you are going through a lot. Please know you are not alone in this. Although we may not be going through the same things, just know I can understand how you feel to an extent, as I am also in a stressful time at the moment. It is hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but just know it is there.
Jobs are so stressful, for me its like I have one but I am always stressed out at it, but ten it’s like well I need to keep with it to survive, even though they don’t pay me enough to survive. It’s tough. I am so sorry this is a struggle you must face.
When i was looking for other jobs I try to keep my head up. I think it is good to go over your resume with others, that has helped me, just to get another’s opinion on how things can be worded or what can be added.
I understand the feeling of being lost. In this moment of my life I feel so lost as well. It’s like in some aspects I am getting better, but other aspects are failing. It’s hard to keep going at times. The world right now is just so much.
For many years I thought that I would always be depressed, anxious, unhappy. I learned that with time and work, things don’t have to stay the same. I am still working on things, tying to get better and improving my life for the better. Some days it is just like, like I can’t do it anymore. But something my mom always told me was to take a step back, and take a break. I think that can be really helpful. In the moment it can get easy to get caught up in the moment and what is upsetting or stressful, those things can overpower and are it seem like this moment is forever, like nothing will get better. i promise you that is not true though.
It takes time, but things get better, they get easier, they get different. Life becomes more bearable, and things start to work out in your favor. With time, a new opportunity will come to you. Please know that we are always here to listen, or to be a shoulder to lean on. You are not alone in this world, nor the fights you face. There are people who will listen, and people who care. I know this, because I too have been there.
I am sending love and light. Keep your head up my friend, keep going.
With love,
Lys