Someone I love very much has changed from a person I like into someone who I feel as though I never really knew.
I miss the in-depth conversations we used to have, but now we barely talk or message each other.
They used to be so kind but now they use every opportunity they can for a cheap joke.
I used to see a good heart but now I see self-serving and selfish behaviors.
I think something happened to make them change or to make them express this “new” side of themself.
It’s all happened slowly but surely.
If I bring all this up to them, I feel like they’ll change their behavior around me, but then continue the negative behaviors when I’m not around. So I’d rather not say anything to them. Same goes for whenever someone does something that hurts. Guess I don’t want to be seen as that controlling bitch. People have usually twisted everything around to be my fault, even when I accept responsibility for my own part.
I miss the person I love, but I don’t think they’re there anymore. I never told them how much they really mean to me, because I knew that someday, something like this was probably going to happen. And there were/are so many obstacles in the way of things working out.
But I still miss when things were full of hope and goodness.