I honestly don’t know how much longer I could take this. I don’t want to be alive. My whole life I’ve had this mental battle, it’s so miserable. I’ve tried medication and therapy and I still go back to this very dark place. I feel so alone. So unhappy. Not motivated. So sad about where I am in life. I know if I die it wouldn’t matter to anyone. I don’t want to live for myself and I don’t have anyone to live for. Idk if there is anything else that can help me.
I feel you. I’ve been there awhile myself. I have no good answer as of yet. I use to believe in there being a point. I use to think of myself as a fighter. I’ve been told I’ve become the world’s worst cheerleader. I don’t want to die. I just don’t want to live. There has to be a point maybe its not for us to know what it is. Then i think now theres a reason it’s called the pursuit of happiness. People are never happy with what we have. Happiness comes from the pursuit. We must keep moving to be happy I think. I don’t know but I keep thinking real answer comes from within each of us not the world around us.
Hey thanks for sharing, I’m proud of you for fighting so yourself for so long and trying things to get better. I believe you are important and have so much worth-not just in the future, but in everything you do each day, all the little things. It looks like you a good community in your life. Friendship is so important, and the more you reach out the more people can help you! I hope you can find some friends to support you, I know there are people who care about you or would be happy to be your friend, so you don’t have to feel alone in this!
Yeah I just hate coming back to this very dark place, I always think of different ways I could end it. I’m afraid that with the Wright amount of liquor courage I’ll do it.
Thanks for responding, appreciate your time!
Thank you so much! You’re very kind! I hope I could find so friends who understand mental health is serious and not something that is shameful or not serious. Thanks again!
Anytime , I know you got this!
Live for us!!!
You can also help other people.
You are valuable.