Firstly I just wanted to say that I appreciate all the support in my last post. I was able to prove myself wrong when I was worried about being abandoned. I did some exercise which made me feel better and then we had a lively conversation that same day.
But today I’m not doing so good because of multiple things.
So my parents paid people to come replace the carpets with wood instead and at first I was on board with this idea without realizing that a situation like this could make me so mad. Due to everything being moved around I can’t find ANYTHING and I’m always walking around. My feet don’t feel comfortable on the floor. My footsteps make too much noise now.
I’m getting into more fights with my mom
The dusty floors are getting to me, my feet are dirty. I have to share the same small bathroom with evedyone until the guys finish the job.
I can’t get enough sleep and there is too much noise. Everything is too much and I just want to break something.
I have a hair appointment tomorrow AND I CANNOT FIND MY GODDAMN JEANS ANYWHERE
AND MY MOM TOLD ME-
“WELL YOU SHOULD PUT IT SOMEWHERE YOU KNOW THAT YOU WOULD FIND”
WHEN SHE KEEPS REMOVING AND MISPLACING MY SHIT EVERY HOUR
IM SO MAD THAT I CANNOT POSSIBLY SLEEP
MY SENSES ARE OVERWHELMED
THIS IS TERRIBLY FRUSTRATING