I have loved deeply only so many times in my life

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I have loved deeply only so many times in my life. Think I can count on one hand the women I have loved with everything that I could give. The one that left this mark on me broke me so bad. Took years to allow anyone in or to get close to me. But for whatever reason it happened again. So no I don’t know if it’s me, if it is the time we live in. Not sure if I will ever get the answers that I seek and want. But I never give second chances for betrayal for I never cheat and I am faithful to the end. This last one was my marriage with three boys. It still cuts and my life was turned to black. If it wasn’t for the fact that I am raising our sons I don’t know where I would be. Peace to you all!