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I just don’t want to be here anymore


I am 21 and only in my freshman year of college. I feel like i’m going nowhere in life. I hate myself. I’m overweight (after struggling with anorexia for several years.) I am a burden to everyone i know. i will never been good enough for anyone. I started self harming again today. I feel like everyone is disappointed in me. I was 4 years clean but something about today really sent me over the edge. I can’t do this anymore. Why am i here? Why do i think people will actually care?



We all care here.

Your life matters.

Keep holding on.

I believe in you.

It’s hard, but I as well as many others are living proof it gets better. Keep fighting.



@ihatepostmalone Please don’t hate yourself.
You’re young, your whole life is ahead of you. Falling down like this is okay, it’s alright it happens.
If I fall, I will rise back up and relive my glory - In The End, Black Veil Brides
Be proud of yourself for the 4 years. It’s not easy, but you did it! And I believe in you, you can do this. Post on here whenever you want to, ok?
Hold Fast <3