All day today has been filled with this Stange unfamiliar feeling.
I think it’s called happiness.
For 2 days I haven’t been in physical pain and it seems to be a permanent thing now. I am full of energy and even went to ride my bike and get out a bit. I was reading a lot and I’m still wide awake and feel pretty good.
I even look forward to a party tomorrow.
All I want to do right now is dance until I fall asleep.
I do not remember when I actually felt this way the last time…
I know the battle isn’t over and this won’t last forever, but I think I can believe now that this happiness thing is a real possibility and it can actually happen to me. 
