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I lean on the side that runs to death, the side that wants life barely wins. I have no purpose.
Hi friend,
It takes courage to put those feelings into words, thank you for sharing with us. I don’t know what you’re going through but there’s still a part of you fighting for life, even if it feels small right now. That part matters and is worth holding onto. You matter and you’re not alone!
I still have similar thoughts that come up, though after many years of fighting, I’ve learned healthy ways (collected armor) to fight them off and you can too (I believe in you).
Please consider reaching out to someone who can walk with you through this, whether it’s a trusted friend, a therapist, or a crisis support line. You are always welcome here!
Your life has value.
Take Care!
Earle
I can imagine it’s impossible to feel like you’re moving through life with no reason for being. You sound like someone who has taken a hard look inside, and that takes a lot of fortitude. I know I’ve struggled with feelings of meaningless and hopelessness, even when things on the outside seem to be going well. Its a dark road to walk with just you and yourself, and it can often make it difficult to see any good in life. I think for me what helps is accepting it sometimes but in a positive way. If there isn’t a purpose, then that also kinda takes the pressure off. I don’t really have to be a success or whatever if life feels purposeless. Its certainly not a sustainable way of going through life, but it does help when it feels like the walls are pushing in. In that situation, I often just think “Its actually ok. It doesn’t matter” and sometimes that helps bring the light back in just enough to illuminate some of the good things around me. I’m not sure whether that will resonate with you, but I wanted to share that you’re not alone. A lot of us feel that way. Thanks for sharing!
Hello,
Definitely seems like you been through alot in life and don’t let it beat you down even when it gets tough…
Understandable how these thoughts can run through our minds and make us feel like the world against us and only put us in a state where death is the only option through this. But, it not the end even when these thoughts are on our minds we can change the direction because there still lights ahead through all this that you’re dealing with you’re not alone in this and there will always be a purpose for you in life don’t let it take that away. Hope things get better for through all the challenges you face with these thoughts and such keep fighting through this.
Take Care & Hold Fast.