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I lost all hope decades ago. Just holding on until my mother dies and then I can go ahead and end myself. And, NO this is NOT a cry for help, just the reality of where my decisions in life have brought me.
Hey there friend!
Thank you for sharing and being open and honest with us. I just want you to know that you are loved, you are appreciated, and you are important. Please just keep putting one foot in front of the other. Your journey still has a lot left in it. And I believe the best is yet to come. Please stay with us 
hey friend,
i hear you. it sounds like you’re going through a really tough time, and i want you to know that it’s okay to feel the way you do. life can be incredibly hard, and sometimes it feels like there’s no way out. even though it might not seem like it right now, there are always possibilities for things to get better or at least different. and it’s perfectly okay to reach out for support, even if it’s just to chat or vent about how you’re feeling. you don’t have feel to carry everything by yourself.
you matter, and your feelings are valid.
sending love, celina
Hi there,
I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. I understand how life can beat you down so much that you lose hope that things will get better. I can see how much you’re hurting, and I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way. It’s clear that you care deeply for your mother, and that shows a lot of strength and selflessness. While it might not seem like it right now, things can change, and there are people who can help you navigate through this. You matter, and your life is worth living.
hey friend, how are you doing today? i’m so sorry that hope hasn’t been present in your life for some time. i’m really thankful you found this channel/community to open up about what weighs heavy on your heart… family is a huge life-preserver to keep us afloat as life’s waves sways and drowns us. and i understand you, there have been times in my own life where i stayed alive because i didn’t want my loved ones to be sad. as time went on, i found new hobbies, volunteer opportunities, and a pet to also keep me pursuing a better tomorrow. i hope that glimmer of light can soon shine on your horizon. your heartsupport community is here for you and i hope you can stay afloat with us too, we’re in this together. i believe in you!
love,
twix
Hello there,
You are very brave for holding on all this time, and it must have been extremely tough. But you have your life ahead of you, and a chance at turning your reality around, and there are people who wish the best in life for you. I hope you change your mind and give this life another chance. Please remember there are always people out there for you, and your feelings are valid.
Wishing you the best,
Ri
Hi there,
I am sorry for the hardships that you are facing right now. Although it may feel difficult to continue going, especially after losing family, you are loved and appreciated and deserve a place in this world. I know you say that you may want help, but I hope you know that there is always someone there who will be willing to listen to you whenever you need it. I am proud of you for being here after decades of turmoil and I hope you continue to stay with us. Thank you for being so vulnerable for sharing, and I hope that your journey through life takes you through more positive moments.
With love,
Daniela
Metallica has gotten me through some dark times like you’re going through. Its tough to carry this heavy of a burden for decades and even more challenging when you are trying to hold it together for your mom. I see you, and you arent in this battle alone. It might seem like you are in a pit that’s impossible to climb out of, but this world is a better place with you in it. I can feel where you are on a deep level and its valid. You’re thoughts, feelings, and emotions are vaild and im here to listen.
Hi there!
First of all, thank you for opening up and telling us how you feel, I just want to let you know that you are heard!
You are loved and you are not alone!
Life is so hard most of the times and your feelings are completely valid, and it is okay and very good for you to reach out for support from the people that love you and even some professional support to help you navigate through these hard feelings and maybe help you find a better way out.
You matter and again whenever you need someone to talk to use this forum, there will always be someone willing to listen and reply to you!
Sending lots of love and please take care of yourself