I lost my mother gets me evertime because i dont k

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I lost my mother gets me evertime because I don’t know what I would do with out with mum especially how she been there for me for like past 3 half years as I have been dealing heath issues ever since I got sick with covid I don’t know if was the jab or the covid as it was straight after I had covid but been in and out of hospital dealing with heart issues I have had multiple procedures and nothing has worked so myet need be put on heart monitor at the age of 31 it’s been very difficult experience i feel like just giving up at times but I know I can’t because what it would do to my mom

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Hi

Im glad you’re still trying to push forward after all this you’re really strong to have been through that.

This can definitely be difficult and leaves you in a place where it feels overwhelming. Especially losing someone close to you and you pushing through it she would be proud of you seeing you fight through this. Definitely don’t give up we are here for you as well through this. Hope what i said help you and again your strong in fighting through those struggles.

Take Care
@KyleGouldOfficial

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Thank you for posting about this. I don’t think anything compares to the depth of the loss of a parent and sadly all of us go through it at some point. We’re dealing with that in my house as well. I’m a little older than you and I wish I could say it’s easier the older you get, but I don’t think it’s ever easy. It can feel like the foundation of your whole life is suddenly pulled out from beneath you and you have to grieve while also finding your footing and realizing that you have to become your own foundation and the foundation for the people you care for. I’m so sorry for the health problems you’re going through. I know that a life changing health issue can force you to rethink and question everything. It sounds like you had a strong connection to your mom and in spite of her passing she is still managing to be a guiding wind in the storm. I think thats a pretty big deal. It sounds like you are especially good at staying connected to the people in your life who are important to you. That’s amazing. I think that’s going to be the thing that helps you get through this. Thank you for sharing.

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Hey Friend,

Thank you for sharing your story - you know… this song AND this reply hits me deep.

I’ve been in that weird spot where you feel lost. When I was 17 I went through several months of tests and treatments for some Heart problems I was experiencing. I had to go to high school with heart monitors, sleep with them on, go into the hospital to do additional tests and so on.

I ended up being diagnosed with bradycardia (abnormally slow heart rate) and received a pace maker. At that moment, like in the video, my world crumbled all around me. I was an athlete and my main sport was Football - I was even getting scholarships for college. After that, it was my plan to join the military with my body and that was going to be my life… until it wasn’t.

I was completely and utterly lost and had no idea what I was going to do with my life.

I’m 32 now and can look back at that moment in my life and smile. Why? It was that very thing that tore my world down around me that gave me the chance to fullfill deeper desires and dreams. If it weren’t for getting a pace maker, I woulnd’t have gone down the adventerous path I did and experience the emmense beauty in life that I did.

There’s a lot of uncertainty with dealing with this kind of thing. A lot of unknowns. It can be really scary and drive you down a dark hole that can be really hard to escape from. It can be really hard to see the light when you don’t even know where to look.

This is a moment of reclimation in the sense that you have an opportunity to rebuild your life different. In a sense - you have a fresh start. Something that can be really hard if done alone, but you’re here with us at HeartSupport - we’re here to remind you of the good that can be acheived and done in life.

Adding to this, It’s extremely hard to lose someone. Especially a mother. For those that inspired us and made a difference in our own lives that are no longer with us, it’s important to consider how we can “honor” them. I often have mental/spiritual conversations with the people I’ve lost and my goal is to one day be able to have them look me in the eye and hear them tell me/my spirit that they are proud of me. For the ideals, principles, and lessons they upheld and passed along to me.

You are at an inflection point, my friend.One that seems like the end of your world. Sure, it may be the end of the world you once knew, but it’s a start to a new one. One that can and will be much better, more beautiful and more inspiring than before.

Hold fast, my friend. We’re all in this together.

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Thank you for posting this :heart:. I’m so sorry you’ve had to deal with such things at such a young age. I have health issues as well that have required my mother’s support. Please know your mother smiles on you each morning you wake up. She is proud of you as are we at HeartSupport.