Lately I been feeling lonely, still have my V- card( I know it not a big deal) living with my parents with no girlfriend and only 2 friends. I’m in spectrum and feel people in society hate people that are austic, dyslexic, or any learn disabilitiy. Hated in the metal scene and everyone hates my music. Having so called friends lie to me, use me as door mate and mental abuse me.
With covid been feel more lonely, lost and hated. I try everything to be at least an okay person, I know perfect and have done a lot terrible shit. However, I know people that done worst thing than me and I get sent to chopping block.
Just I want go on social media and say “fuck you all, I don’t deserve this hate, my music is not that bad and fuck all for judge me” I wish we could more compassion for each other and judge one of other.