I have a friends that truly see me as a brother. They are thier for me when a family member pass. He love hanging with me and he always supports my solo project that I been doing.
However, he get on my nerves to point where I have violent though of beating the shit out of him. There been time that he use me in a way. Where I use to always driving him around. Also kinda muches on me for stuff.
This sound very insensitive, but I get wired when he said “I Love You”. It sometime come out of nowhere and I know he mean well. I get wired out.
He always want to come to my cottage, to use my vacation time. He ruined my vacation time and snap at him everytime we go up thier.
I don’t want to be friend with anymore. Im only his friend cuase I got no one else to hang out with. Im such a shitty person.