Halloween is one my favorite Holidays, but like all holidays it lose it magic when I get to older. I miss the feeling of halloween like trick or teating. Going to Salem with my family, just feeling spirt of halloween.
Over the years there some halloween that suck. Some my friends just even get stress out, and just don’t want to do jack shit. Me ending a friendship that would invoke going to Salem to halloween. And not having a girlfriend or a party to go too.
I feel really sad that I can’t do anything fun on halloween or October in general. Again, my three friend to be fair have there own personal, which is understandable. But still it suck we can go out to Salem to have good time or just enjoy the night.
I’m greatful to have my sister, cuase she help to make halloween. By inviting to party and going to get pumpkins. The only I depend on her for it and I could just have a group of friends to do these things with.
It remind that I’m lonely and getting older.
( side note, there one in Salem that had the worst episodes, where full freak out. I punch my head in front my friends and in public with thousands of people. Cause could not find my car, and I was stressing out.)
I miss being a kid on halloween, but I can’t relive the past.