Unmotivated to a 1 mo. Burst of energy, back to unmotivated. Now, I’m not sleeping or connecting with people.
The biggest thing about my major episode was I became a insomniac. I already messed up my sleep schedule, slowly making it worse. I can’t turn my brain off and sleep. Its already morning here and I have not slept 1 bit.
I don’t want to go through this again, it was hard enough surviving the first time. I know I can because I’ve done it before, but I’d rather not have to.
Also I have not even responding to some of the people I really need to respond to. The deep questions are just so time consuming and energy draining. Theres 1 person I wanted to respond to for 2mo. now, I just have not had the energy to type up. I even knew exactly what I wanted to say as I read the message. I really want to take the time to answer tho