I wish i was happy again everything has been black

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I wish i was happy again everything has been black since 1996 i dont think ill ever get back there again

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First off let me say thank you for opening up about your pain. It’s not an easy task to carry such burdensome thoughts and I want to acknowledge your strength for doing so. On top of that I want to ask you to remember that while these feelings may seem like they’re here to stay, every tomorrow you give yourself comes with the opportunity to find happiness and peace of mind. Take care.

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Hi Friend,

Thank you for sharing and for opening up about how you are feeling. I am sorry to hear that you feel this way and have been feeling this way for so long. I can understand and resonate with what you have shared and expressed. It can be really hard to hold on to hope that things will get better and the low feelings are only temporary when they have persisted for so long. You question why things have gotten better yet, why there hasn’t been a change, is a change even possible at this point. We want so badly to get back to that good place where we are happy and feel joy but feel so discouraged because nothing we are trying seems to be working.
Despite that, friend you are still going, you are still trying each day and for that you are so strong. To keep pushing on and forward despite the confusion, the uncertainty, that you may be feeling. I want to let you know that I am proud of you for doing so. It isn’t easy but you did it, and you are doing it.
I hope that one day you will find what works. You will get back to that place where you feel happy again. And that you will see all of your hard efforts, all of your fight over these years were not for nothing. And you will have a beautiful story to share about your journey. About how it might take a while, but if you keep trying, if you keep fighting, if you keep pushing, you can rediscover that happiness that was once lost. I am rooting for you. You deserve to feel happy, to be free of the black void and live your days in joy - and I want that for you, just as much as you wish it for yourself. Keep going friend! You got this! All the best! :white_heart: