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Im a 57 year old veteran dealing with knowing I loaded hundreds of thousands of pounds of ordinance that created “Shock and Awe” in Iraq after the invasion of Kuwait, not knowing how many people died as a result, 
I live with it daily…
Hi,
Thank you for sharing a small part of what you’re living with here with us. I can’t imagine how heavy that guilt must feel. Being an OIF vet comes with experiences and emotions that so many people can’t fully understand.
From what you wrote, you’ve been through terrible experiences that have left lasting impacts, and those emotions are valid. Talking about it, even when it feels difficult, can be a powerful way to start releasing some of that burden. There are people who want to listen and support you without judgment.
Remember that your experiences, sacrifices, and story matter, and so does your well being. You deserve compassion and understanding, especially from yourself. Take it one day at a time and know that there’s support here for you anonymously. You’re not alone, and there’s hope for finding peace, even when it feels far away.
Take care of yourself
Earle