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Im a vet i did 2 tours in iraq watched my friends my brothers and sister not make it home but the worst was my roommate in Alaska fort wainwright Pvt Mason Himer committed suicide i struggle myself in my fight with my own demons but if there’s any brothers and sisters that need help youre not alone.
I’m truly sorry for the immense amount of pain and loss you have experienced. Serving two tours in Iraq is a huge testament to you bravery and dedication, the sacrifices you’ve made are unmeasurable. Watching friends, brother and sisters not make it home leaves scars that run so deep, and the weight of those losses can sometimes feel unbearable at times.
Its such a tragedy to lose your roommate, Pvt Mason Himer, to suicide adds another layer of heartache that no one should endure alone. The bonds you two shared is always going to be something special, and his loss is a profound reminder of the battle many of us face. Opening up about the demons you face and sharing Mason and your own story shows incredible strength and courage and is a great way to help other feel less alone in their struggles.
The bonds we form during our service to the country are unique and definitely enduring, and the loss of those we care about can leave a void that feels impossible to fill. We continue to honor them through memories and sharing with other the stories, supporting one another can be a powerful way to keep the ones we have lost spirits alive. Remembering the good times, celebrating their lives and acknowledging the pain of their loss is all important parts of the healing process.
Your story like many others highlights the importance of mental health support within our communities. Its crucial to prioritize our well being and seek help when we need it. It took me almost 8 years to realize I can talk to someone about the demons I was facing alone. Finding that one person you trust enough to share with honestly lifts so much weight off your shoulders like all your burdens floated away. When we share our stories like you did, it doesn’t only help process your own emotions but offers comfort and encouragement to other who may be in similar struggles.
In moments when the weight of pain feels to heavy to bear, remember their are people who care and are willing to stand by your side and share that weight your carrying. Your life has immense value, and your survival is a testament of strength and resilience. Even when it feels like the darkness is overwhelming, holding onto the support from those around you can often bring you back to the light.
Together we can honor the memories of those we have lost, and support each other in building a future filled with hope and healing. Stay strong and never forget your not alone. We are here and ready to walk along side you ever step of the way.
~Joey
Hi there,
I’m so sorry that you have to go through the post-trauma of your experiences. You’re so strong for continuing your fight and notifying other people going through a similar event that they’re not alone. Seeing your close ones’ deaths must’ve felt like you were going through your own too, and I completely understand how much of a strain it put on your wellbeing. I’m guessing that Mason Himer was a key figure in your life, and watching someone as important as them go most likely put you in a darker place, which is very reasonable. You are so brave for battling your demons, as I can assure you that by doing so, you will eventually walk out of the tunnel to see the light.
You’re an incredible person, and by sharing your story on this forum, you’ve connected many other people who feel the same way as you. Personally, although I’ve never went through the stages of losing somebody dear to me, I have a lot of sympathy for those who have, and I recognise both the courage and challenges taken when moving on from these experiences.
Again, you’re an amazing person and you still have a long life ahead, so please, seize the day. You are loved by so so many, including everybody on the HeartSupport forum. Please don’t be afraid to share more of your concerns if you want to, as I and other compassionate volunteers will do our best to support you.