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It’s really sad cuz I’m still married but we don’t talk and it got toxic but the life we had was SO beautiful… It’s a magical world in my memory… it doesn’t exist anymore…
Thank you for sharing a bit with us about what you are going through in your marriage. I can imagine how difficult this must be for you to experience and how much you must yearn for things to go back to the way they were. Feeling distance like this in a marriage can really take a toll on a person emotionally and it is sad that you feel with this way. It comes with a lot of questions and decisions and hard choices so I understand how overwhelming it could all be for you. It’s not easy to watch something so beautiful change before your eyes into something toxic and distant and all you want to do is to fix it so things can go back to the way that they were.
My heart goes out to you friend, even though you are still married it must still feel like a loss of a relationship in a way because the relationship that you once had is gone. I’m not sure what the current status is of your marriage and how long this has been going on for but I do hope that somehow you two can find what you lost and come together again. Maybe your partner is feeling the same way you are inside - we never know. Ultimately, I hope that whatever happens, you can find it within yourself to do what is best for your well-being, mental and emotional health. I’m wishing you the best throughout this scenario and genuinely hope that the magical world in your memory can once more become your reality
Have you thought about sitting down with your partner and having a good conversation about this? An opportunity to express how you both feel and how to move forward.