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Ive been clean for almost 19 years and, while I don’t feel the pull anymore, I gave up on losing the depression long ago. I’ve learned to deal and understand that it is just what it is. These lyrics don’t just hit hard. It’s a gut punch.
Hey Friend,
I know exactly what you mean. But I have to commend you for even being able to identify that this is where you’re at with things.
After going through so much so shit so often and so consistently, it’s almost like it just becomes part of life. Numb to the point of not letting it bother you too much, but too numb to reconnect with the things that bring genuine joy in life. Somewhere in between…purgatory, if you must.
In a way, I gave up on losing the depression long ago as well, but instead of capitulating to it, more so, treating it like it’s that little annoying mosqito that won’t leave you alone. You slap it away and think little more of it past that.
through the process I went through from being at total rock bottom to living a life where I can finally thrive in a way that’s true to me, I realized that being here was a state of survival.
I’d guess you’ve been through a lot to be at the point to recognize this, and would venture to say that you have an incredible story… 19 years sober… Mad respect to you. One of the most positive influences in my life is someone I met who had just started their journey with AA. They were there for me when I needed it most. I went to a couple of meetings and listened to the stories people had and why they were there. The stories of absolute dispair, but also stories of incredible redemption.
I have a feeling a lot of people here would be inspired by your story. Just knowing you’ve endeavored for 19 years to be clean speaks volumes to me.
I’m proud of you and would love for you to share what’s helped you all these years.
Much Love,
I Am Reclaimer.
I understand where you’re coming from. I suffer from anxiety that has been so overwhelming recently even after changing my routine and lifestyle. I continue to fight my battle for everyone else who’s going through something. I have to be strong to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know it’s hard but keep fighting. You’ve got this!
You were strong enough to get clean. That’s not an easy feat and something you should be proud of. Take it day by day, and persevere. I believe in you, and I’m sure I’m not the only one.