suicide on my mind if i’m not distracted.
would anybody even really miss me after awhile?
would it hurt to die?
adhd doesn’t help depression… being unable to focus on one thing so i can distract myself from being sad is horrible.
pretty sure all of my friends hate me at this point.
all i want is to be loved.
i told somebody they had saved my life before by being there for me. scared how they’ll react considering we aren’t even friends anymore…
i wonder where i went wrong for everyone to have hated me so much.
i feel like i can’t love anymore.
maybe i just have trust issues… : /
saw a story of how somebody tried to kill themself but the bullet failed and ended up killing the person they love instead… i couldn’t ever imagine having to go through that…
am i emotional or was it sad?
wish i had somebody who genuinely loved me.
i know i should try being happier but that involves other people and i don’t have anybody for that…
um, thanks for reading this i guess… if you related to any of these then i’m so sorry and i hope you’re going to be able to feel loved and happy and that you have a good day today, tomorrow, or whenever. please smile, thank you.