My back has still giving me problems, it been almost a month and shit feel like shit. I can’t skateboard or box. I’m not going be in good shape and not be able to enjoy the summer because of it. I think about cutting my wrists, and just ending my life.
I can’t ever have control of everything, I put too much pressure on myself and never be good enough. I have lift heavy shit at work and I feel I will let go of my job because of it.
I don’t know what to do anymore, I can’t live my life anymore