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My best friend hung himself after a night of drinking. Getting that call still rings in my head everyday. Hours before we spoke of a fishing trip and he seemed to be in good spirits. On that day I was angry, I lost the ability to empathize, I have never had another friend and it’s 20 years later. If I do start to find friendship, I push them away. I know why and I’m content with asking the expert in my head for advice. I have since lost my grandparents, brother, uncle I have never shed a tear, since he passed away. I was not even upset about losing those people. I am broken and I scare myself. You don’t want to meet me on a bad day, I am your fear.