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My life has become an endless cycle of suffering with no relief in sight. I have become so numb that I visit the painful memories just to feel anything.
Having reached out for an analgesic connection and found that those precious relationships were not reciprocal.
“Man up” is the closest thing I have found to genuine concern. And I have turned to the toxic cyberspace of social media and its abusive heliosphere of wounded souls to vilify my ego just for a moment of belonging.
It isn’t likely to end anytime soon. And somehow, I find an excuse to wake up and do it again. Perhaps out of a bitter sense of morbid curiosity. How much worse can it get? Who will betray me next? This taint seeps into me filling the void that seems not to have an end. As my personality grows ever darker my honestly exposes the sadness in my soul and I revel in the disgust it produces.
Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be invisible?
I don’t. Not anymore.