Yesterday for the first time in my life( I’m 35 by the way) I went to the cinema alone,and today also 50 minutes ago I have been to local to see a jazz band by myself.
Voicing back negatives voices trough the creation of some mantra using my voice/whisper it’s helping me a lot.One my best mates my sister and his boyfriend live in different continent from almost one month now .I think that’s also was one of the trigger to thrive (instead of just survive) at first it was very hard I had edged to porn a couple of times and to sex cam site.Still find difficult to connect with real people but i’m not disperate anymore to seek relationship i’m hanging on the self-love journey last thing: Memphis may fire misery it’s one of my favourite song ,thank you for been there!
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Hi Jhon-mary,
Thank you for sharing with us! I’m so proud to hear of the progress that you are making. Every victory counts and takes you one step closer to your personal goals. Acquiring self-love is such a foundational necessity, and I am glad that you are pursuing that for yourself. Change is always hard to do, especially in the beginning, but I am proud of you for staying committed and continuing on your journey.
I hope you had a great time at the movies and seeing that jazz band. Those sound like cool and fun activities to enjoy your own company. 
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