Recent break up with my fiance. Facing potential job loss and facing so much. Trying my hardest just to wake up every day and just do something.
I feel I’m at the lowest in my life. I feel too far gone to connect with Christian friends at church. I feel too Christian to connect with friends from my past life and not sure where to go from here.
Diagnosed Bipolar. Facing temptation of all kinds. Alcohol to escape my suffering and sexual temptation with women I know for a rush. Not really too sure where to go from here.
I know God is there and loves me but I just don’t have what it takes to perform for Him. If any of you are Christians I really need prayer now. Thank you.