For past a couple days, I been stressing about band stuff, I’m worry that one member will be a control freak and take over the project I have started. I don’t want to be a control freak , but I don’t want to be same situation where I get stcrew over. However, I really want to play show and unfortunately you have work with people at times. Also missing playing music with people and just being around in general.
Last summer I was at a skateboard contest, I was nervous being last place. One skater that was doing sick got injury. Obviously I felt bad that some got hurt and hope they had fully recovered. However, at time while talking with someone at contest. I said “ I felt she got hurt, but it less stress going against her”. It really fuck up that I said. It make worse, cause I said out loud, cause I let my ego get to me. I fear that Karma is going to bite me in the ass and now my knee is kinda acting wired.
I still felt shitty saying that because that injury could have stop from skateboarding from the rest of thier life and I’m disappointed that should kept that shitty thought to myself. Overall, I hope that person is recover and is able to skate, cuase they were doing sick trick and would be fun to her land those tricks.
( side note I’m guy love the fact I was nervous beating by someone from opposite sex. Because it proof that women and girl can be better than guy in skateboarding and I hope this inspire more women to pick a skate and kick boys asses.)