A lot of the time I don’t even feel like a human being. I feel like a slug just trudging through, leaving a trail of BS in her wake and hurting everyone she comes across. Sometimes I just want to disappear and hide so I don’t bother anybody anymore.
I can almost guarantee that most of the guilt that you feel is misplaced. Take each day one breath at a time. Maybe do something charitable or just help your family with small doses of kindness 
it will help lessen the pain you’re feeling
Hold Fast, friend. <3
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