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That’s the thing that I’m trying to fight now atm. Being dead it’s not the thing that I’m afraid of but can’t sleep it’s the thing that really scares me now, especially when you can’t sleep but the thoughts keeps running and running and you can’t do anything it just can’t stop and it messed me up. Heartbroken and how I cope it it’s the thing that cause this and I’m still fight with that
Hey friend. I’m proud of you for still fighting and not giving up on yourself. It sounds like life has been really heavy on you lately, and I’m truly sorry that you’ve been dealing with such painful emotions. It makes completely sense to experience having your thoughts keeping you awake at night when you’re feeling so heartbroken and vulnerable. Sometimes it does feel like our mind leads a fight against us, forcing us to think about things we don’t want to focus on. I hear how difficult it is for you and how chaotic it feels to deal with this rush of thoughts at night. For what it’s worth, I can relate to what you describe, and there are definitely times in my life when I felt like I wasn’t in control – only standing on the passenger seat. Sometimes our mind lead us to dark spaces only as a way to let us know that something needs to be taken care of – that we deserve a lot of care and attention. I don’t know your story and what has been making you feel that way, but know that if you’d like to talk about it, this comment section is safe to open up. You’re not alone, and you matter so very much. Hold Fast, friend.