I was a victim of sexual abuse when I was around the ages of 6,7 or 8, I was abused by 2 of my cousins for about a month or more while I was at my grandmothers house, I didn’t realize it was sexual assault until I told my mom that my cousins were touching me I blamed myself and constantly questioned myself cause I wouldn’t fight back I would just lay there while they did it I wouldn’t fight, scream or kick just lay there, it fucked me up so bad mentally and I hold a grudge against my grandmother cause she knew it was happening but said nothing and I was called a whore by family members cause of what happened
Breaks my heart. Never heard that song before. So sad cause this shit happens all day, every day, every where. That song fucked me up. God bless Jonathan to have the courage to put it out there.
I used to listen to this when I was young but I never knew the lyrics. this is so dark ;|
We love you JD 
x…
I was trafficked as a child by my mom to her drug dealers and I was rescued when I was 12 . I remember hearing this song for the first time it helped me in some weird way .
The number of “strong” people who deal with this internal struggle, who never talk about it with anyone, ever, would shock most people. When the people who are supposed to love you, most are the ones who harm you, it makes trusting others extremely difficult. Especially when opening up, to people who claim they care and support you, later becomes ammunition against you. Silences is just easier.
This is the song that forever made Korn my favorite band. I respect Jonathan Davis so much for this song. It definitely helped me get through my teens.
I had already heard a bunch of Korn songs but when I first heard this one my jaw hit the floor. Definitely among the darkest I’ve ever heard.
This song saved my life and convinced me to come forward to my parents about being molested and raped by a family friend. Brutal and vulnerable, but this is the gift of catharsis through music at its best.
I was abused by a cousin at age 9 and again by a family friend at age 15. The amount of anger and resentment I’ve experienced thru the years is depressing. This song and the reaction was a good therapeutic outlet for me. I’ve worked thru my trauma but every now and again the feelings come back up and I just have to follow thru again until they pass.
Looks like you were the one who needed a hug at the end.
Also the way they got Johnathan Davis to talk about it was to keep him up for 2 weeks straight on amphetamine while he was literally singing drops of blood out from his voice being so torn.
Where I am therapy is unneeded for these situations. We quit calling the police a long time ago and just handle in in the community in some pretty vicious ways. Love those bayous and older folks who dont care about jal time anymore 
LIST TO SONGS
- I TAPROOT
- the red Chevelle
- Scion Manes
- The Silence Manchester orchesta
and others
Early KoRn was so, so, dark 
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Korn’s first album was life changing and even made a new category of music. I listend to it everyday before going to highschool.
Stabbing Westward: “Sleep”… You will sob for days…
I hadn’t listened to this song in a long time. Maybe a decade or two. I wasn’t prepared to do so again.
When i heard this song for the first time… I actually froze and my jaw dropped… Now ive heard some fucked up songs in my time, but this… This takes the cake… 