Recommendation… DIO :: Rainbow in The Dark
Curious thing you figured out the let go before it happened 
When Maynard says Saturn ascends ignorant to the damage done, i think it means that becoming an adult includes putting behind you things that may have damaged you or maybe you were using as an excuse before, and taking full ownership over your life.
Having a grudge is such a burden. It’s unnecessary. I almost went to jail one time because I was intent on murdering a guy that bothered my now ex. I mean, bothered as in death threats, and on top of it, he used to be one of my best friends at the time. But I didn’t. Nobody told me anything regarding not doing anything, I just felt he wasn’t worth it. Went the usual civil routes instead. I had a grudge against him for many years, but you know what? Ain’t worth it. It’s just that inner monkey trying to do things, but who should listen, right? It’s just feelings, and emotions - information that will always be there, but we can always choose to listen, or not to. Let go, let go, let go!!!
She makes the cutest TOOL Stinkface expressions HAHAHA.
Two of my favoritesvthat are seldom revied are Ticks and Leeches and Hooker with a penis.