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This band along with Korn and Manson kept me from killing my self in highschool, many nights i laid in bed thinking of ways to remove my self, sadly i still fight with my demons to keep breathing but it gets harder and harder each day and honestly im tired of fighting
Hello Friend
Thank you for posting, can I first say how grateful I am to Korn and Manson for keeping you with us during High School. Clearly I do not know what your life was life back then and I won’t hesitate to guess however even if you upbringing was a good one, high school years are not easy, that age is far from easy moving from childhood to adulthood, starting to understand the gravity of what lies ahead in life, what is to become of us, are we good enough, will we be successfull etc etc it is a frightening prospect and that is without any other problems what so ever, so when you finally pass that you hope that you can take a deep breath and life continues, sadly it seems you are still struggling and I am sorry, do you get help with that? have you spoken to a therapist or a doctor? Sometimes even speaking to a loved one can help.
I understand the struggle to fight, it is exhausting and you wonder why you bother and I can help with that, it is because life is actually incredibly short, we are here for a very small amount of time and yes that time can feel sooo much longer when you are struggling but you deserve to have a better and happier existence, you are a beautiful soul who’s life is worthy of living here in peace not sadness and or fear. I would find somone to help me with those demons so that the rest of my life would be easier and much more peaceful because we all deserve that. Heartsupport is here for you when you need us of course, we hear you and you are loved. Lisa. x
Hi there,
I relate so much to you. Music has so much power, and for me the bands that kept me here were Twenty One Pilots, Linkin Park and Fit for a king. Later on I found other bands that are close to my heart till today, including Korn.
I’m really sorry to hear that you felt the same as me in Highschool. It’s the point when we should figure it out what we want to do with our life and it’s so hard because we are still growing up and discovering ourselves, plus it adds other complications that life brings to us. But you’ve made it so far, and I know it’s not always easy to be in constant fight, but as long as you keep on going there are so many chances to get better and to find the reason to be alive and to actually enjoy being alive. I’m someone who now is happy for staying alive back then. It’s very hard to not give in, but it’s worth it in the end. I don’t know how much it will take, but you can make it happen. You are always welcomed here to talk about anything and to be surrounded by people who understands.
I hope you will find your peace.
Sending much love your way!
Good afternoon, hope all is well.
I want to say heartsupport is here to help and give solution of any kind of situation.
I also want to say im so sorry that your having trouble struggling with these thoughts you cant shake. Having these thoughts can be very crucial, but, know you are loved, you are heard, you are important. You are cared for. Please me mindful life will always be hard hun. Just know you arent alone in this.
I know it can be hard to speak up and ask for help, that is the first step you can do. ASK FOR HELP FROM ANOTHER LOVE ONE.
It not going to be easy to say those words but youlll be ok. Give people the chance to care for you.
Seek or speak to a counselor.
Also! Is great you love Korn. I use to hear their music. Is actually a great band.
Keep up the great work.
-Listen as much as u can.
If you want to.
ONE DAY AT A TIME
BREATHE
INHALE , EXHALE
SELF THOUGHT IS YOUR ENEMY
YOU ARE THE DIRECTOR TO YOUR STORY
NOT YOUR MIND, FIGHT, FIGHT FIGHT.
From experience. Trigger Warning: i have lost someone due to suicide, i wish i was able to fight for him, but i wasnt able to. Sadly his mind took over him and he left a lot of people behind that loved him to death…
I had to accept years later hes gone. One thing I can say I was by his side no matter what the circumstances. Loved him dearly. He’s in my memory and my heart.
PLEASE StAY WITH US.
