GOOD NEWS
GOOD NEWS ALL AROUND
So I decided to express to my friend how I was feeling and surprisingly they were very understanding and UNBELIEVABLY kind. They even offered to voice chat with me just to show me that she was genuinely there for me.
We talked for about an hour before bed and I had so much fun!! It was the first time hearing each other’s voice and over and over she kept telling that I really liked my voice and that my voice was so cute. And I was so overstimulated but in a good way, I couldn’t help but keep flailing my hands around. I was stimming so damn much on the other end!!!
She’s everything I wanted in a friend, she’s really kind, affectionate, emotionally available, and supportive. Even though she’s more extroverted than me, she was still very patient and let me talk when I wanted to say something. She’s just an overwhelming lovable character and I’m so happy that someone like her actually enjoys my company.
She even taught me something yesterday. That even if I’m older, I can still be myself. I can still be childish if its in my nature and I still have permission to be flawed and not have everything figured out yet. Even then she still looks up to me because she considers me to be extremely kind and someone with more experience.
We have so much in common too! And to think if she hadn’t met that tarot reader who told her to just go for what she wanted without hesitation, then we wouldn’t have even met each other! We both joined the same discord server one day apart and I happened to be the first person she interacted with because she saw an art collage that I posted and she said she fell in love with it’s aura haha
And that’s how I found out that we both loved making collages.
I feel more inclined to trust her now and she said she always wants to talk to me and all her other friends.
I never feel left out and I appreciate that so much!!!
I am so happy, I have never had so much positive reinforcement and care before.
She seems to be in a healthier state of mind than me and she’s mostly secure in herself so I think I could learn something from this friendship.