Lately I feel a little more on top of things. Its hard to up keep with therapy when you feel good. It feels like you don’t need it anymore. I struggle the most with anxiety and cut for the first time in awhile. It’s like your mind is rushing so fast that it blacks out and you just automatically grab the scissors and slice.
I finally got a job. It’s been nice to have a routine again. The biggest fear I have is losing control of my emotions and walking out. Ive done that with a bunch of jobs within the last year.