I felt worthless when I messed up with my group of friends and then none of them showed up to my party.
How did you mess up?
Im sorry they didnt show. We all mess up. Don’t let other people dictate your worth. They don’t know you as well as you do, so they have no right to tell you what you’re worth. You set your own limitations. It’s okay. I don’t think you’re worthless, because you try and you talk openly about your problems. You may not think that means anything, but it took me a long time to admit my problems, talk about them.
Don’t let others dictate your worth. 
That’s hard.
We all make mistakes. I hope that you are able to find some forgiveness and can rekindle whatever hurt there was. I’m sorry things didn’t work out for your party. But I hope that you can find some resolve, peace and comfort. And that it gets better.
So much love to you
- Kitty