My mom honestly never wanted me I’ve dealt with a lot of self harm issues and most of the time I don’t feel good enough anxiety sucks
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I’m so sorry 
My mom often reminded me that I was an accident and my being born took her ability to be happy or to have a man want her. She’d always tell my sister and I that us kids ruined her chances of a man wanting her.
It’s hurtful when parents make us feel unwanted.
I’m so sorry that you have to experience that kind of pain. I know the path of self destruction and self inflicted pain to escape the hurt.
I hope that you are able to find some comfort somewhere. Whether in a friend, a therapist or another family member. I hope you know that you are loved and valued. You are important. Despite how your mom makes you feel. YOU MATTER.
And we are here if you need a safe place.
Hey Friend seriously know that you have value, you are wanted, and are loved here.
You will get through this. I am so sorry your mom treats you and sees you as this.
You are family here.
Hold Fast
Morgan
HS Intern