i want to fucking kill myself.
i want to disappear, run away.
i could never, i dont have the balls and i couldnt leave my family.
in a way that makes me stronger. i just dont know what to do now
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I know how feels greatly, wanting to just duck and run but having those around whom you love and care for. If anything it is bittersweet, bitter because you can’t give in, sweet because you have something to fight for. Always remember, don’t make a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
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Hey Anchor,
I know those feelings all to well. I am sorry you are going through this. Its not that you don’t have the balls to kill yourself but you have the balls to keep fighting. I don’t know you and i don’t have to to know that you don’t deserve to feel this way. Find what puts even the smallest smile on your face and keep going from there.
Sincerely,
Atarla
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this is so sweet, thank you <3
this is so true 