I wish I was normal, I don’t feel normal because I have never really wanted to go out a lot, and hate loud places. I feel like this is not a normal thing for a 36 yr old woman.
I would love to be able to do things, my last therapist said I should do things that I value, instead of doing things others want me to do. But I’m not sure what I want to do, or whether I would be welcomed by the people there.
I think sometimes that I shouldn’t be here, like me being here is causing so much trouble on the world.
Don’t know what to do.