Before 10 AM everyday I am met with at least one person who reminds me how terrible I am and how everything that is bad or goes wrong is my fault. Then when I get upset, I am told how childish I am.
WMHd
Your not childish to think like that, I feel the same way myself all of the time, We all have things that make us feel terrible and it make us human. You cant control of what people think of you and it does not make you a bad person.
Stay Strong!