I feel like sometimes no one cares about me at all and they just use me since i have no one to talk to at all. I also feel no one cares if i disappear since i can never anything right on life and i am just a complete failutlre at life
People can be insensitive and yes, even down right abusive.
There are good souls out there and you can find them. More importantly, you have value, you are worthwhile and you have things to offer the world even if you cannot see this now.
See if you can start a conversation or two and see whats going on.
Reach out, you are not alone.
Big hugs x