I wanna die, I don’t want to be mentally ill anymore, I can’t take this shit anymore. I just want one day I could get through without overthinking, without feeling empty and drained. A day without this permanent darkness surrounding my life. A day without this feeling of death, or without the heavy and dark fear of abandonment thinking everyone is gonna leave me when I notice one thing that seems off, then boom I’m spiraling myself into overthinking myself to death. I just want a day without wanting kill my self. Is it bad that I know exactly which way I’m gonna kill my self and I can picture it clearly in my head and it makes me happy? Am I that fucking sick that the thought of killing myself is what brings peace to my mind? I just want one day that I can get through without the pain and just be normal just for one day, I need a break I haven’t had one since I first started feeling like this, it’s been my whole fucking life. I just can’t take it anymore. My mind hates me so much that’s it’s trying to kill me.
I really love your passion here!
I’ve been chronically depressed for 20 years. I’m currently in an upswing, but it’s only been a week or so since I lasted wanted to self-delete. Fantasizing about putting a gun to my head is my normal.
I’ve always really liked this song because it’s a banger, but I never realized how appropriate the lyrics are for how I feel most of the time. I wish more people had your level of enthusiasm. I’ve pretty much given up on therapy at this point. The “system” chews us up and spits us out. Either I’ll figure this out on my own, or I’ll stop the pain my own way.
This song is the result of the singer almost dying due to his drug addiction and you can clearly tell based on the lyrics how relatable the song is to him.
Approaching it from a Christianity perspective , the lyrics make even deeper meaning.
This song got me through the worst part of my life no lie. My fav band and fav song ever
I just saw them live in Cardiff and they played this, Oli said that those lines are the most real and deep thing he’s ever written
You have to do a take on Ren- Hi Ren!!!
There’s a reason this became the song of the Gigachad meme I swear. Pretty sure this came out around the time when people started accepting that males had struggles with mental health issues, when those issues were being brought to public attention. If that meme has taught me anything, we are all giga and will survive the pain we may have endured. Male, female, anywhere in-between or outside, we are all gigachads
100% I always tell people that this band made me realize how much this music matters for people who have mental health struggles. They say what we can’t. Same with Linkin Park 
Love BMTH, sepiternal help me to this day to carry on, it’s just a perfect album to cry, think and relive your mind.
¡It’s pretty much a catharsis for bad feelings!
Just a couple hours ago (as of typing) got back from watching them live here in Birmingham. They played this song and my fucking god what an experience.
Your reaction made me sob lol. I have this album tattooed on me. It came out when I was 16. I’m 26 now. It’s everything I’ve felt and had been feeling for so long. No album can top this one. Ever. The lyricism is fucking incredible and will never be topped. Its flawless!!! The raw emotion in each song is so intense. I get chills every single time I listen.
Omg:heart: I love your reaction thank you:heart:
The line im scared to get close but i hate being alone i long for the feeling to not feel at all the higher I get the lower i sink i cant drown my demons they know-how to swim . Is the most accurate to how I feel in my darkest days
This is heartwarming to see someone really enjoying the energy and the real meaning of this music instead of just pointing out the apparent violence of the tune. Idk your channel but props to you for your open mindness 
4:52 this is me EVERY DAY 
MY LIFE 24/7
I got so emotional watching your reaction to this 
OMG you such a sweet human being
Should do hospital for souls
i dont wann kill myslef, but its harder everyday. im cryinh here, i love this song and love how you broke it down its like we were talking ❤🩹