I’m just feeling particularly optimistic about the new year and thought I’d share since I don’t feel like this often and a lot of this feeling is in some part thanks to posts here. Almost everything seems to be starting in a better place than 2022 and lightyears better than 2021. The first and most notable thing is that I finally have the spare time and energy for my own projects that used to be spent on worrying about school. I couldn’t be happier being out of that place and having success in learning game development. I’ve also taken up streaming which has been a great time and brought more fun to gaming which had started to get bland. For some time I’d felt out of place, lost, and incompatible with society at large, but my progress and growth have given me the beginnings of a sense of purpose and direction.
On top of my personal matters my relationships have been thriving and I’m incredibly happy with the people in my life. Words can’t explain how much love I have for them and how loved they make me feel. I can’t get over how safe and comfortable I feel talking to them. Those are all feelings I hadn’t known before about 2018; I had no idea I’d find people that I’d love this much, much less ones that would love me back as much as they do. I could go on about this for way longer, but I’ll refrain to keep this post from tripling in size. For any that saw my last post, the chances of me getting to visit the two that live a while away are looking far better than before; haven’t asked to go visit yet, but I’m optimistic that my parents will be okay with the idea that I’m an adult that wants to see someone who is certain to be who they say they are.
Thanks for reading this, big thanks to all who have supported me to this point, and I hope you all have a great 2023 and more
