Therapist reacts to BLACK by PearlJam

Found this on accident cuz I’m a big tool fan, love the whole music therapy thing, lost my step-dad and my mom last year to fentanyl, fuckn 4months apart, we all used together, I’m on my 2nd attempt of recovery this year, no methadone no subs, cold fckn turkey, on 27 days still feeling it physically and mentally can’t even begin to explain but whatever fuck all that, love what yall are doing

I was 18 in ‘91 when all these great 90’s bands were out. Best music era

I never dealt with my divorce, I just pushed it down and lied to myself. I’ve been numb for almost a year now. I’ve heard this song countless times and shits breaking me right now.

Is that an OMSI Portland sweatshirt? We used to go there quite a bit.

I had what I thought was my soulmate. I lost her to another. This hits me hard and I have never really recovered from our relationship.
When my head hits the pillow I dream of what we had together. It’s when I wake up I fall deep into a depression as the piece of a puzzle is lost forever.
What am I doing wrong?

Hilarious. Us 90’s people know this bless you for discovering the 90s. Good o

I remember rewinding the tape over and over again. This still hits decades later

Wow!! Have listened to this song so many times and never broke it down like this. Knowing that someone will never think of you the same way as when you first met is one of the most horrible feelings ever. And there’s no way to change it. I felt this so so much. Painting it black IS the only way to get past it. Just went through this same situation last year and it sucks, but it does get better. Does the bad feelings ever go away….? Not so far. But life goes on. GREAT VIDEO!!!

“zbiórka funduszy”?? bez jaj,

ja pierdole… tutaj tez? kobieto… dziewczynko… Ty oceniasz te głosy? pokaz na ile Ciebie stac? moze zaspiewaj hmm "lepiej’… ? pokaz to swoim wielbicielom

A never better PJ…

My wife of 36 years unexpectedly passed. We were soulmates and my heart is broken into a million pieces. This song hits me hard.

Can we all just agree that Pearl Jam are fucking awesome

Wifey passed from cancer, not sure if i can paint it black

I lost someone I loved more than anything for 19 years. I’ve been crying for 5 days straight and I’m in a very dark place and I relapsed and I’m shooting heroin after being off it for 8 years

this song is STRONG and your reaction was beautiful

You look alot like Ali Larter. Just sayin :peace_symbol:

The rocking back and forth :joy::melting_face: And I love the over ear headphones :headphones: :heart_eyes:

When I lost my partner…sigh… I wanted to kill myself. But thanfully we got back together and are together still… I wont let go… I will never let go. I love him… hes my heart. Hes my soul. I dunno how to put it into words… I just dont… cant… lose him. I cant. I know what its like to see others have joy… pleasure… happiness… and you have nothing… its soul crushing…makes you want to just end it all. But I wont give up. I wont.

Unrequited love is a mother fucker.