I don’t even know where to start. I remember 2 years ago, I was sitting at the river by myself on the ground from morning to night listening to this song, crying and crying, contemplating suicide. I just relapsed and the guilt I felt was so overwhelming. I knew where I was heading and didn’t want to go through it again. I did regardless of that fact. At the end of it, I literally forgot where my parents lived (I lived there too just not at that time) of 20 years in the same location. I didn’t know where I was, what month or day it was. I had no idea where I was or why I was there. I was up for a month straight. I even forgot I had a daughter. Now typing that was not easy but true. I make up for it everyday that I’ve been clean which is now 2 years. I have a long drug addiction career so I’m new to this lifestyle. I’ve never been this content. I used to think that this is it, this is my life, I’m going to die young and won’t know what it’s like to be sober ever again. I felt absolutely hopeless. I never thought Id be free. I always knew I was the problem, I just didn’t know how to change me. I still don’t. I will say, I battle with depression and it’s something I have to be incredibly vigilant with. Im literally an emotional rollercoaster. I’m extreme in every emotion. I take meds for it lol anyways, I typed all this to give anyone hope who can relate to this or even not relate to this. I want you to know it’s possible to find your happy place. You ARE enough! You are loved! You are worth it! Im telling you, if you knew my story, you would know I am a miracle! My point is, if I can turn my life around, there is hope for you!! I’m rooting for everyone!!!
Mansion is an absolute powerhouse of a song I agree however this song touches me way more than that one. Everyone is different but this song has been so much of my life it’s hard to explain. I’ve felt this way more than half my life. I’m 32 currently and I’ve died 7 times from attempting suicide from OD’ing. I’ve been dead for 3 minutes before but when I came to I was yelling at someone I’m not going to die until I’m good and ready. Ever since that last time I woke up yelling that I knew I didn’t truly want to die I just hated how I felt as an addict and a thief and a lier. So my choice was to change my life. I’m still not the happiest person on the planet and I’m still alone but you know what I’m good. I really am good. I’m clean, my family has forgiven me, I’ve forgiven myself which is most important, I’ve risen up, stayed up, went to college, and stayed true to who I want to be as a human. I really want to make an important point here… forgiving yourself is such an important step that a lot of people can’t do. It’s terribly difficult and it took me a long time. I had to lock myself in my room listening to music and meditating and started going to church for my own self reflection to gain my own forgiveness. I hope and pray if anyone sees this who’s gone through the same or you are going through it now you are definitely not alone and you never will be. Get there! Get to that 2% guys. I’m getting my 2% tattoo next month on the 5th on my 10 year anniversary of getting clean and it feels so good.
Do Let Me Go by NF!!..
Australian artist called “complete” he has A LOT of amazing tracks I think you would love… I’d love to see your reactions to his Songs like (Jordan, without a trace, roses, Vapour of darkness) are a few great tracks to get started with 
If you like NF, you should listen to twenty one pilots!!! Soo good and talk about mental health too
I Just Wanna Know or My Stress are absolute bangers as well.
I felt this so much. I’ve been dealing with suicide for the past 4 years I hate myself and I don’t know what to do, and now it’s so hard not to push it over…
Hey, love that you’re still on the NF train, please can you listen to Mistake :)))
HII, please react to NF – Only !!!
May I ask for running, mistake or time? These hits me really hard
“Bother”by stone sour. Please.
Please for the love of god do Witt Lowry Oxygin
Please do Hope by NF…
One video you should absolutely react to by him is let me go.
You’ve got to do Mama so you can see the resolution to NF’s pain and grief in How Could You Leave Us 
Suicidal Thoughts by Josh A/iamjakehill would be an amazing song for you to check out!
Please listen to Running or Mistake by NF or both if you have time, I love this channel, it actually helps me a lot listening to your point of view, truthfully I’ve been too afraid to seek help for my struggles, but I’ve found an escape in music, this song really hit home for me the first time I heard it, when I listened from everything to mansion album to the ending of hope album, all great songs, and the message behind them has helped me tremendously
Hi! I have started watching your reactions to the NF-songs and I have stayed tuned the entire week (binge-watched them all). Thank you so much for improving the mental health of so many people throughout this series (and your other song-watches ofcourse). I work in the mental health field myself and I know how much music can do for a person. It’s amazing.
Could you do a take on ‘Running’, ‘Bullet’ or ‘Gone’? Once I started listening to NF, especially after I went through a pretty intense break-up with my ex, these songs really spoke to me.
Please keep doing what you do and if you are ever looking for people helping you out on your Youtube-endeavors, I would be willing to help if I can! Keep shining your light!
I would love if you’d react to HOPE:heart:
Please react to “only” or “remember this”